Why must he have such a hold over me? I look in the mirror, shaking my head at the woman I have settled to be for him. I don’t understand it. I don’t know if I love him or not. I’ve never felt like this. I don’t even know what to feel. Do I love him? How could I when he loves someone else? I know I’m in way over my head and people criticize silently about what they could never understand. I don’t care. I do care. I can’t stop. I try. Lord knows. I must love him then. But how? He should be nothing to me but he is everything. And maybe he notices and maybe he doesn’t. Regardless he keeps my love at bay. So do I stay or come off the dock?
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I'm Kiara Lowe... But honestly I don't care for introductions. You're going to think what you will about me and for some of you, you may not care to know me at all. Sometimes I may be too quiet. Sometimes I may say too much. I may trigger your emotions. I may leave you confused. I'm a lot of different things to a lot of people. You'll never really get the whole truth. View all posts by Kiara L.