Quality

Quality over quantity
They say
I am not enough
I could never be
More than what the eye can see
They don’t see me for me
They see my ability to be nothing
Am I not worthy?

Of someone who is perfect
With a chiseled face, and perfect abs
A Mind of Einstein
Could this man not be mine?
Why can’t others see me for me
If they say
Quality over quantity?

I fall short every time
As I try to find
Someone who understands me
Someone who knows the meaning of being broken and bent
Forgotten and used
And abused by violent hands
As me and the devil do a dance

I stand
Alone.
With a tear stained face
And hands that shake
While I weep silently
Because I don’t know love.

I don’t know how it feels to fall
Overwhelmed with affection
Filled with a fire that intensifies
And grows
Because the love is just that deep and beautiful

I don’t know what it’s like to sleep at night
With a man laying on my bosom
Like a child because he loves me more
Than Jesus loved us

I don’t know what it’s like to know
The difference between love and lust
Because I trust everyone with the secrets of my body
So I can feel something

Quality over quantity
They say
I am not enough
I could never be
More than what the eye can see
They don’t see me for me
They see my ability to be nothing
Am I not worthy to be loved ?

2 thoughts on “Quality

  1. юбки says:

    When I initially commented I clicked the “Notify me when new comments are added”
    checkbox and now each time a comment is added
    I get several emails with the same comment. Is there any way you can remove
    me from that service? Many thanks!

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  2. Kiara L. says:

    My apologies. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do to rid you recurring emails at the moment. I can’t see my comment section at all but when I can finally the fix this issue I will be sure to do so. Thank you!

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